The Father is not a teacher, sperm donor, instructor, mentor, coach, or the person that led you into Christ. The Father is the one that raises you up, that imparts into you, and that believes in you. In heaven it is established like this: God the Father is the Head and Originator, Christ, His Son, is the revelator, and the Holy Spirit is the administrator. Past experiences of being rejected, abandoned, and abused from our natural father don't allow us to see and meet God as the good Father that He is. But the truth is God will never leave nor forsake you. God the Father will never judge you, instead, He will restore you.